I just want to play Skyrim.. :(

I just want to play Skyrim.. I just want to feel how to be powerful and free, being able to make any decision I can make without anyone judging what I do. I just want to kill dragons for fun and to relieve stress. I just want to ride Shadowmere to the top of the throat of the world and look at the view, maybe killing dragons on the way. I just want to wield dual swords and cast magic with 2 hands. I just want to shout "FUS RO DAH!" I just want to save the world. I just want to escape my mediocre life for some measly hours. I just want to play Skyrim. :(